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Everything has literally just fallen apart :’( I cant take this anymore

Thoughts… Intricate of course but unfortunately thats all you ever get from me. A blog is a place to express yourself and so that’s how I’ll use it.

As we grow up we learn who our friends are and who aren’t. However… I have a friend and no matter how I treat said person I never get anything back. I actually have a few friends like this and it makes me want to cry. Im not a selfish person but when you put all your time and energy into improving others lives or cheering them up… Isnt it time you got something back?

Instead of all the hate?

tentaclesandteacups:

mortphose:

tentaclesandteacups reblogged your photo: Dis bitch is gross

Okay. You’ve reblogged my stuff a few times, with snarky comments. What’s the deal?

What’s the deal? 

I think putting pieces of metal in your skin, excessive tattoos and shaving parts of your head looks fucking hideous, that’s all

Sorry to offend your delicate sense of aesthetic, but sharing your stunted views in such a rude way was hardly necessary.

Why not calm your tits and get off my blog? Eesh.

 With all due respect if you find those things ‘Disgusting’ Then why the hell are you on her blog? Whats the point in doing that? Seems a bit stupid to me. If you dont like it… You know where the door is (so to speak)

Heya Guys,

Its been a while :( Sorry for that. Lots of shits been going down recently.

How are we all? Good? Fantastic?

What have you all been up toooooo?

<3 xx

I learnt today that People should change. If you’ve been told more than once by anyone that you should change then you should. Obviously I can’t speak for everyone because none of you need to change but if its frequently pointed out then maybe… Just maybe those people are right. The haters, The Bitches and those that knock you down for fun. Maybe what they say is true! Maybe it is you. Someone close to my heart once taught me that Pessimism is the best way. Why be Optimistic when all that it could lead to is disappointment? That person was my father and its been a mantra I’ve stuck to since long before I knew the actual meaning. Its a logical statement. If you are pessimistic and negative about something, (E.g. Results) then either you do badly but because you were expecting it, It doesn’t hit you as hard OR you do well which is a brilliant surprise. If you’re optimistic about the same thing, You seem to have so much further to fall. Saying all that and following that though are two incredibly different things. I’m Logical. Everything must appear logical to me otherwise I can’t see the reasoning behind anything. If I’m fighting with someone then there has to be a logical reason for it, Otherwise it throws me through a loop and Nothing makes sense. When Everythings said and done and you find that you’re empty, Out of things to say and have given all you can give. Is it time to quit? Move on? Find somewhere new so that you can build up your walls again and not feel so stupid and defenceless? Is it really time to throw in the towel and change who you are?

I have someone in my life that’s special. More special than you can ever imagine. I love them to pieces and I want to help, be there for them whilst they’re clearly struggling to stay above the surface. But what are you supposed to do when you think the problem is you? Do you have to pull yourself away to help him? Drag yourself out of his life? Because I couldn’t do that. It would be too difficult. You’ve had a taste of happiness but you fear now that you’ve lost it. Waiting is something I can do forever, I will only do it for them though. I just wish there was a fix to this. Or that I knew what I’d done so wrong :’( I’m just another Regret.

Has been very jumpy today. I know it sounds pathetic and strange but I can’t seem to walk anywhere without Looking behind me every second or jumping a mile in the air when I hear a noise. What is wrong with me?!

Is so tired of everything being so loud in her head, Everyone screaming at once, all the incessant chatter echoing through her brain , Loud and Obnoxious. Its exhausting. I’ve never wanted to give up more than I do right now. What is the actual point when you just don’t fit in anywhere? I feel useless and alone and really all I feel like doing is crying. It sucks. I know I shouldn’t vent on here but I don’t seem to have anyone to talk to. Everything seems to just be a lie at the moment. It feels like I’m unwanted and I know that will sound stupid to some but Its how I feel. Hollow, Empty and alone. Sometimes its really easy to pretend that everythings fine but sometimes I just can’t keep the fake smile plastered to my face. It slips off and people begin to question me and my sanity. How do you tell everyone that you feel like you’re dying inside? :’( You hope that when you finally get the courage to tell them, That they’ll understand. They won’t think less of you, Ignore you, think you’re pleading for attention and even though you know they won’t understand, every bone in your body wants them to.

We live in a society today where we have to conform to everything. Take Clothing for instance… If you wear clothes even slightly different to what the society of socialites and fashionistas wear and expect then suddenly you’re an outcast or a freak. When I was little baby clothes were checkered dress’s and tunics, Now adays most are jeans or sparkly shoes and jewellery. When did this happen? Did I miss the change from Classic to New found Fashion? Even now, Most people are judged for what they wear. My family is Old Fashioned. I used to wear Long sleeved shirts like my nans and Skirts that were plain and dropped to my ankles. Now of course If you consider wearing any of that you look like an ‘Old Lady’ or like you don’t belong in this Era. I hate it. I hate how nasty and Judge mental people can be. It makes me wonder… Just what has the world come too? When did everything come down to looks? Why all of a sudden did people start being obnoxious about people, The way they look, The way they dress and the way they act? Why do we suddenly not have a choice in what we can freely wear?! When did the world decide we have to conform and look like each other? What the hell is wrong with this world?!

Whatever you do, I’ll do it too
Show me everything and tell me how
It all means something
And yet nothing to me

I can see there’s so much to learn
It’s all so close and yet so far
I see myself as people see me
Oh, I just know there’s something bigger out there

I wanna know, can you show me
I wanna know about these
Strangers like me
Tell me more, please show me
Something’s familiar about these strangers like me

Every gesture, every move that she makes
Makes me feel like never before
Why do I have
This growing need to be beside her
Ooo, these emotions I never knew
Of some other world far beyond this place
Beyond the trees, above the clouds
I see before me a new horizon

I wanna know, can you show me
I wanna know about these strangers like me
Tell me more, please show me
Something’s familiar about these strangers like me

Come with me now to see my world
Where there’s beauty beyond your dreams
Can you feel the things I feel
Right now, with you
Take my hand
There’s a world I need to know

I wanna know, can you show me
I wanna know about these strangers like me
Tell me more, please show me
Something’s familiar about these strangers like me

…I wanna know

You feel disgusted, Repulsed and Tainted. You just want everything to go away. It feels as though you’re trapped inside your head, screaming for help but no one is listening. Family? That isn’t something someone in your family would do. You don’t want to feel like this anymore, Don’t want to be the one keeping the secret but you have no choice. You can imagine all the things they’d say if they knew. The world is a cruel place and right now you want to wash all the memories off you and hide.

is it just a rating? Or possibly something more. is it just for films or can it classify sexual encounters in todays world? Charlotte Prince is a fine example of how to be PG ;)